1. Category Archive: Heaven

    8 months seems like forever


    I don’t know for certain, but it seems that heaven is on a different time table than what we’re experiencing now. I don’t know if for Lenya she’s been in heaven for eight months, but for us she has, and it’s been way too long since I’ve held her, snuggled her, heard her voice, held her hand, read to her, sang with her, danced with her, watched her be so sweet and silly with her sisters, watch her look up adoringly at her daddy.

    The pain is still very much unbearable and some times more than others. But my husband and I have realized that although the pain is still very deep and real and in our faces every single day, God, in His grace, in His perfect love seems to be strengthening us in it.

    We recently went on our yearly family camping trip, and while it was really difficult as it was our first without Lenya, I loved the constant reminder that this life is a camping trip, and we’ll be heading home soon and very soon. The things God taught me through our Breaking Camp series continues to help my focus every day.

    Eight months may seem like forever, but our lives are a vapor, here one moment, gone the next.  Although it seems as if we’re getting further and further from her, we’re actually getting closer and closer to the day we will see her and our Savior face to face.  I think of the reunion on that Day every single day. Yearning, aching, seeing through the eyes of faith.  I need this comforting reminder every day:

    “For the Lord Himself will descend from heaven with a shout, with the voice of an archangel, and with the trumpet of God. And the dead in Christ will rise first. Then we who are alive and remain shall be caught up together with them in the clouds to meet the Lord in the air. And thus we will always be with the Lord. Therefore comfort one another with these words.”

    1 Thessalonians 4:16-18


    “three things I miss about Lenya: 1) her laugh 2) her being downstairs when I would wake up in the morning 3) playing with her.” – Livie (7 years old)

    “I love Lenya. She’s in heaven with Jesus and God.” – Daisy (3 years old)


  2. Category Archive: Heaven

    #breakingcamp – “echoes in eternity”

    “What we do in our tent is directly connected to our life in the house.”

    If this weekend’s message didn’t stir us up toward love and good works, I don’t know what will! This whole week as my husband was including me in his thoughts and studying, I was lucky enough to get to start letting these truths simmer in my heart before I even got to hear the message, and I LOVE it so much!!

    I loved this whole message from beginning to end, it was a perfect end to this amazing series, with a challenge to live this life with all we got because our lives are short and heaven is real and there is a reward waiting!

    If I had to choose one main thing that struck a chord in my soul, I would have to say it was the last point which was “act now or forever hold your peace.”  As heaven is our motivation along with the rewards that come, we have a limited amount of time to work. As my husband said:

    “We’ve been placed in a world of pain and hopelessness and fear, and we have the answer, and we have everything we need to tell the world about Jesus.”

    So with wisdom and love and discernment, we must act now, seizing the moment, taking every opportunity with the people God places in our path.


    “Be steadfast, immovable, always abounding in the work of the Lord, knowing that your labor is not in vain in the Lord.” 1 Corinthians 15:58